don't give up man. you got through the hard part which is to take action and start getting the parts together. Lots of people talk mad crap about what they're "gonna do" and never even begin. Sit on the stuff you got, or start a "don't touch this money for any reason" fund and save up. It's not going to magically happen on it's own, you have to make a decision and ride it through to the end.
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